At one point tonight, I felt like I had no idea what to do and I stared at my wall because I had no motivation to do anything, since I didn't know what to do in the first place. I think I sat there for a good few minutes and I was planning to head to the shower to cry everything out, whatever was bugging me (which I still have no clue what was truly bugging me. I know - it sounds strange.)
I didn't end up crying in the shower for some reason. It's as if my mind and body refused me to because everything will be A-okay. And they were right. I opened up my e-mail account and I instantly received messages from people telling me how much they loved and missed me.
I didn't mind the tears coming down at that moment.
It's a phenomenon. It seems I have this extrasensory perception that gave my friends a warning that I wasn't going to be able to hold myself together tonight. Is this how Life is telling me how everything is interconnected and when one is feeling emptiness, the glass is quickly filled again so there should be nothing to worry about?
Hm, if only I could remember this with my forgetful mind...
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you're very homesick miss. i get homesick a bit too but since i'm not as social as you are, you're obviously a lot more affected by it then me. you might want to look into getting a new hobby to pass the time better.
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